One of those nightmares was of...of Mordremoth's hold on me. [ He gulps. He still can't think of the jungle dragon without deep fear, panic gripping his chest. He pauses, and lets the feeling pass. That is also something that probably needs addressing, but...not now. ]
It was later, at Lord van Ziek's meeting, that I met Mishka, and learned he was the one who shared in that nightmare with me. It was also then that I learned of his affliction, his affections for Adelis. With that and all the wine, I was feeling...raw. So when I saw you and Adelis holding hands, I assumed my chance had slipped away.
I assumed wrong, of course. I know in hindsight I should have talked to you, instead of getting...swept away in my own emotions. But like I said, I realise this is a weakness of mine.
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One of those nightmares was of...of Mordremoth's hold on me. [ He gulps. He still can't think of the jungle dragon without deep fear, panic gripping his chest. He pauses, and lets the feeling pass. That is also something that probably needs addressing, but...not now. ]
It was later, at Lord van Ziek's meeting, that I met Mishka, and learned he was the one who shared in that nightmare with me. It was also then that I learned of his affliction, his affections for Adelis. With that and all the wine, I was feeling...raw. So when I saw you and Adelis holding hands, I assumed my chance had slipped away.
I assumed wrong, of course. I know in hindsight I should have talked to you, instead of getting...swept away in my own emotions. But like I said, I realise this is a weakness of mine.