[ Ellis is surprised by how Gaku tugs on his wrist so that he can lean against Gaku's shoulder. It feels surreal, having someone who knows his secret, but probably not understanding it. He doesn't like this feeling, but Gaku is warm and that provides some comfort to what feels like being stuck in the void. Surely, if he can feel scared, there are other things he can genuinely feel too. The notepad and pen are on the floor, held out open to one of the intensely scribbled out pages. The dog is playing with the sheep in the distance. The cherry blossoms continue to blow in the wind as if it'll thinly veil them from everything else in the world for a moment.
Really, the only thing that's saving Ellis from a complete breakdown was how firm Gaku seemed to be when he said that he was real. ]
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Really, the only thing that's saving Ellis from a complete breakdown was how firm Gaku seemed to be when he said that he was real. ]