[All right, now this is really testing his mental fortitude to separate the two. He knows this is Trahearne. And yet that's Adelis' face. And Adelis' voice.

This time he moves to pry his hand free.] Where did this come from?

[He hadn't even said anything else about the distance he'd put between them, to get over feelings Trahearne is suddenly bringing up.] ... You don't really believe me when I tell you the kiss was not based on... those affections, do you?