He isn't quite sure what exactly it is about any of this that makes it so difficult to tear away. He is tired, energy quickly leaving him as his tension dissipates. Perhaps Kaspar's warmth in his hold is giving him the false idea that he could fall asleep here, standing. Though he could most certainly fall asleep outside, he is privileged with a bed here, in their house.
They have always been close; Trahearne had been so afraid of physical contact in those early days. But that has been slowly whittled away in no small part by Kaspar's affection. Though Kaspar is not his first by any means, though Trahearne is almost certain there is no romantic connection between them, it feels right. Perhaps in a few days, perhaps even in the morning, he will begin to analyze and justify his actions--it is in his nature to think and overthink--but for now, he lends himself to instinct and emotion.
Again he leans in, molding their lips together a touch more firmly, but he does not let it linger. He pulls back. ]
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He isn't quite sure what exactly it is about any of this that makes it so difficult to tear away. He is tired, energy quickly leaving him as his tension dissipates. Perhaps Kaspar's warmth in his hold is giving him the false idea that he could fall asleep here, standing. Though he could most certainly fall asleep outside, he is privileged with a bed here, in their house.
They have always been close; Trahearne had been so afraid of physical contact in those early days. But that has been slowly whittled away in no small part by Kaspar's affection. Though Kaspar is not his first by any means, though Trahearne is almost certain there is no romantic connection between them, it feels right. Perhaps in a few days, perhaps even in the morning, he will begin to analyze and justify his actions--it is in his nature to think and overthink--but for now, he lends himself to instinct and emotion.
Again he leans in, molding their lips together a touch more firmly, but he does not let it linger. He pulls back. ]
Then we should go back.