Freedom? I suppose so. There's no laws, as far as we can gather, no high society with its expectations, no court to prepare for... But I don't exactly find this alternative more ideal. It's free, but to me, it's hollow. What exactly are we here to accomplish? There's no great meaning in growing crops.

[His work makes him miserable but at the same time he truly does not know what to do with himself without it because it's also what he lives for.]