Reconciliation is something he has never tried for. But, he wanted to prove that he's more than his anger, wrath, or any resentment, among other things. Yet in the face of this, it isn't as if he isn't frustrated or upset either.
Those words cut. The only thing he wanted was his reason?
He Xuan doesn't bother bidding him good-bye, simply gritting his teeth, and then glowering at his back as the other strides off.
...But the anger leaves him, deflating as soon as it comes. He Xuan is used to feeling bitter and angry. Even if, originally, he was never like that. The type of man who would never wish the worst on his enemies, up until the worst had been wished upon him, and then he learned what it meant to hate, to grieve. Wallow in despair, and then eventually desire comeuppance at a great cost.
Of course, he doesn't follow. Instead, like last time he lingers, until he's certain the other has made such a distance that they won't even accidentally run into each other. But, He Xuan makes sure he will avoid any chance to see his reflection if he can. ]
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Reconciliation is something he has never tried for. But, he wanted to prove that he's more than his anger, wrath, or any resentment, among other things. Yet in the face of this, it isn't as if he isn't frustrated or upset either.
Those words cut. The only thing he wanted was his reason?
He Xuan doesn't bother bidding him good-bye, simply gritting his teeth, and then glowering at his back as the other strides off.
...But the anger leaves him, deflating as soon as it comes. He Xuan is used to feeling bitter and angry. Even if, originally, he was never like that. The type of man who would never wish the worst on his enemies, up until the worst had been wished upon him, and then he learned what it meant to hate, to grieve. Wallow in despair, and then eventually desire comeuppance at a great cost.
Of course, he doesn't follow. Instead, like last time he lingers, until he's certain the other has made such a distance that they won't even accidentally run into each other. But, He Xuan makes sure he will avoid any chance to see his reflection if he can. ]