a catchall through the end: fall and winter

[bluminescence]

WHO: Kaspar Blumlund + others
WHAT: some ota, some closed. auction date and effects prompts, whatever makes sense to put here
WHEN: throughout February-March
WHERE: varies
WARNINGS: mind the headers


autumn
plotting | event
bug eater farm ic inbox

Comments

[bluminescence]

[ Kaspar sighs against him, relaxing with a hand sliding to his hair. He hadn't thought pressing this close through first. Now that the urgency ebbs, Kaspar is still overly warm, melting slightly into him despite himself. ]

... I do not know what I am doing.

But my feelings for you have, persisted.

[ Kaspar's grip tightens, fingers curling. ] Should they end, would we not still have... friendship?

[winebar]

[Kas's previous comment had suggested this was the case, having it said plainly still catches van Zieks off guard.]

I-Yes of course, but... you...
[It's hard to really get out of sorts when Kaspar is holding him like this. He almost gets lost in it for a moment but then forces himself to gently push Kaspar away, just enough to look him in the eyes properly.]

But if that's the case, then... would it not still be possible for me to ask to take you on a date?
[It is clearly taking all of his wherewithal to say that plainly and not immediately look away from him.]

[bluminescence]

[ Kaspar doesn't fight the gentle push, but he does not release him if he isn't forced into it. ]

Ask me again, after tonight.

[ He answers honestly, but goes on without looking away from him. Half lidded eyes, cloudy fondness in their light blue glow, are hard to read. ]

Neither of our bids were lightly made. No matter what you believe of my convictions.

[ That comment had hurt too, he doesn't try to hide it. ]