crescentview | (catch-all) ho-ho-holy shit

[ ... something twists inside and Kaeya feels like he's been just punched in the gut. A million thoughts start to race through his mind but none of them can be properly processed. He simply becomes blunt. ]

Is that what you were doing while leaving me at home? To go have sex with others?

[Initially, Kaeya's response catches him off guard. The fact that he's failed to catch his tongue before lashing at him is rare and gives away how upset he is, but that isn't the only shocking thing. He's upset over a non-issue, a simple transactional trade made with no more thought or careful consideration than any of the others. Why, then, is Kaeya so angry...?

An ill feeling settles in the pit of Diluc's gut.]

What are you talking about? We discussed this before I left, Kaeya. I told you I'd be out filling another square so we can continue working towards our goals.

But one of these squares, really?

[ He's normally more careful with his words. He doesn't often like to wear his emotions on his sleeve, but something about this stamped square makes him shake. As his grip tightens on the sheet, his knuckles turn white. His mouth runs dry but rather than taking the time to pause, wet his lips, and think about what to say, he simply lashes out. ]

I didn't think you'd stoop to such lows.

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[...Pardon? He wants to ask Kaeya if he's gone mad, throwing around accusations like these, but he gets it now. Kaeya's judging him, isn't he? For something he'd thought nothing of, simply working towards the goal of making their lives easier before they figure a way out of here.

Apparently, Kaeya doesn't see it that way. Diluc's brow furrows, anger seeping into his voice.]

What business is it of yours what I do so long as you're fed and housed? I don't remember needing permission from you to do a damn thing.

Do you think that we're struggling? Because it sounds like you're trying to justify selling your body.

[ Even if he didn't have feelings for Diluc, he would still be just as gutted. His brother? Using his body for some simple worldly pleasures? It's not as if they're desperate. They didn't need to go that far. ]

Selling? You're equating me to a prostitute now?

[Is that it, Kaeya? Don't mince words. Diluc's tone is as sharp as it is gutting, eyes boring directly into Kaeya's.]

I don't see much difference. I guess it's fine sleeping with near strangers as long as you get a bigger plot of land.

[ Kaeya doesn't look away. ]

[Ridiculous. He still can't believe Kaeya would make such accusations with a straight face. Fingers tensing at his sides, he unfurls his fist just to slap Kaeya across the face.]

Watch your tongue, Sir Kaeya. You're overstepping.

[What he does for Kaeya's benefit is none of his concern. He has no right to comment, much less condemn him. The very last person he'd expected this from is Kaeya, and because of that, it hurts that much more.]

[ It takes a second for Kaeya to realize that he was slapped. The stinging pain comes late, only after the blood returns to his face in hot rage. His eyes narrow. ]

I may be disowned, but someone needs to care about the Ragnvindr name.

[ 'What would Father think?' But he's not that cruel. Even as angry and betrayed as he currently feels, he could never be that outright cruel to him, so he bites his tongue for once. Instead, he gets out of bed and starts to walk off. ]

[Just like that, Kaeya's said his piece and tucked his tail between his legs with every intention of slinking away. Nothing's changed. Diluc's teeth grit so hard he can hear them grinding in his skull, and without any fear for the repercussions, he beckons Kaeya back in the one way that never fails to capture his attention: pissing him off even more.]

Coward. You disowned yourself.

[ Kaeya walks to the front door where he stops by the coat hanger. Reaching inside his jacket, he grabs the business permit and papers. Walking back, he tosses it in Diluc's face. He has nothing to say to his remarks, ignoring it completely to add in his piece again. ]

Here. I was going to give it to you tomorrow, but you clearly need it now. Stick to selling alcohol, something that you actually have experience in doing.

[Kaeya... It's a shock, being gifted such a thoughtful gift, but it's being hurled at him like Kaeya's final declaration that he's done with him, and why wouldn't he be? He speaks as if he wants nothing to do with him, spun up to the 11th degree over something as trivial as marking off another square.

But it's not trivial to Kaeya. The reason why is sitting right there at the forefront of his mind, but Diluc refuses to acknowledge it, refuses to accept the truth as it presents itself to him. He can't. He won't. Not after the volatile wreck that is their relationship now.]

...Kaeya. Just where do you think you're going?

[He knows the look in Kaeya's eye when he's about to leave. It's been four years and that knowledge has never left him.]

[ He heads back to the door to grab his jacket and fur boa. He begins to put on his boots. ]

Filling out a square.

[ He hasn't taken back his Bingo card, still left with Diluc, so if Diluc really wants to know which one he's going to fill, he can just watch the card. ]

[He's doing it again, if not to the same degree as before. Kaeya is leaving again, and this time, Diluc won't allow himself to be left behind. It's a kneejerk reaction, but he pushes past Kaeya to storm out of the house.

He won't be the one to be left behind. Not again.

When he eventually returns home some days later, it's no surprise to see Kaeya hasn't returned. When they'll speak next is uncertain, but with all signs pointing to Kaeya leaving with no intent of returning, Diluc holes himself up in the house. They say history repeats itself, but he refuses to think on it more deeply than that.]

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good thing kaeya didn't ask that bc diluc would've slugged him

honestly kaeya would have deserved it too

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