[Huh. Diluc hasn't noticed anything off about Ellis yet, but maybe he will after cutting to the heart of the matter. Now that he has Ellis here, he may as well.]
Are you learning to cook for Gaku?
[He's not letting you skirt your way out of this one, bro.]
Is something wrong, Ellis? You've lost your composure.
[Shall they blame the Goddess for that as well? In either case, this works out nicely in Diluc's favor. He isn't kind enough to let Ellis off the hook when he can't help but be a little more honest than usual.]
[ One would usually be a bad liar if they're not allowed to lie for a day. Ellis looks up, watching Diluc speak and his eyes dart to the thought bubble. Fine... he'll play this game. ]
I didn't learn for Gaku. I learned it for myself. I don't think I can ever make soba the way he likes it either.
[That's more like it. Diluc nods, accepting Ellis' words as the truth. He's caught onto the fact that Ellis probably can't lie even if he wants to. Kaeya was afflicted with a similar curse not that long ago, but while he let Kaeya off the hook easily enough, he has no intention of doing so with Ellis. He owes Gaku a debt, after all.]
[Yeah, that's easy enough to work out without Ellis saying so, or— you know, writing it down.]
How troublesome for you that you've caught the eye of such a stubborn man.
[And it takes stubborn to know stubborn, so Diluc believes it's only a matter of time before Gaku gets what he wants. The only question now is how long that might take... and how Ellis feels about it. Good thing he can't lie right now.]
[He agrees to that easily, nodding, but there's more.]
But you'd be even more foolish than him to deny yourself what you want. No... That would make you nothing more than a coward, Ellis.
[And it's none of Diluc's concern one way or the other, but Ellis asked, and so he'll give him the truth. Gaku may be a fool, but at least he has a functioning spine.]
[Is it strange that Diluc doesn't doubt him? His speech bubble is oddly empty, too many thoughts churning in his head to come up with one cohesive answer, but he's settled on one before too long. It's less an answer and more a demand, really.]
[ Indeed he did. Ellis doesn't strive to be a greater person when stuck in this sort of mindset like he's supposed to be guarded. ]
Since you're so sweet, I'll tell you.
I'm just a character from a story within a frame story. An extra. A very minor character. My existence has little meaning--so little meaning that I got exiled from the story that I was supposed to be in before I got to perform my role in the story.
A character that is forgotten by the story is worth nothing.
[ Yeah, they're two different people. Imagine that. ]
I hope you don't feel bad for me. I can't change what I am. Gaku also tried to convince me otherwise that I can do certain things, but I can't. I'm incapable.
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I only know how to cook basic things, but I got to learn about a lot more once I came here.
[ ...
He was just planning to just shaking his head no and leave it at that, but huh. He feels an odd compulsion. Feels weird, man. ]
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Are you learning to cook for Gaku?
[He's not letting you skirt your way out of this one, bro.]
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He just shakes his head no and then looks down at his hands for a bit and frowns a little. What the fuck. ]
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( You're a bad liar, just like him. )
Is something wrong, Ellis? You've lost your composure.
[Shall they blame the Goddess for that as well? In either case, this works out nicely in Diluc's favor. He isn't kind enough to let Ellis off the hook when he can't help but be a little more honest than usual.]
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I didn't learn for Gaku. I learned it for myself. I don't think I can ever make soba the way he likes it either.
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Does that bother you?
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Should it?
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No. It's better that you aren't so easily influenced.
[But he does have to ask something for the sake of his own curiosity.]
Do you truly not care for Gaku?
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Ellis looks over at Diluc, smiling a little. ]
Oh, did Gaku complain about me?
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[Is that complaining? He'll let Ellis decide.]
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So he just shrugs. ]
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How troublesome for you that you've caught the eye of such a stubborn man.
[And it takes stubborn to know stubborn, so Diluc believes it's only a matter of time before Gaku gets what he wants. The only question now is how long that might take... and how Ellis feels about it. Good thing he can't lie right now.]
How does that make you feel? Will you reject him?
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He's a fool.
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[Foolish as Gaku is, they both know he isn't going to give up unless Ellis makes him.]
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Wouldn't it be foolish to chase after someone who can die any day?
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[He agrees to that easily, nodding, but there's more.]
But you'd be even more foolish than him to deny yourself what you want. No... That would make you nothing more than a coward, Ellis.
[And it's none of Diluc's concern one way or the other, but Ellis asked, and so he'll give him the truth. Gaku may be a fool, but at least he has a functioning spine.]
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It's really strange to be treated as if we're equals.
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( You've got serious issues. )
Do you think that lowly of yourself?
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You're real, after all. I'm not. I'm just a character from a story.
[ ...
Surprisingly, he doesn't feel as bad about it this time. He went into total meltdown in front of Gaku when he did the first time. ]
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Explain.
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( Asshole. )
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Since you're so sweet, I'll tell you.
I'm just a character from a story within a frame story. An extra. A very minor character. My existence has little meaning--so little meaning that I got exiled from the story that I was supposed to be in before I got to perform my role in the story.
A character that is forgotten by the story is worth nothing.
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[ Yeah, they're two different people. Imagine that. ]
I hope you don't feel bad for me. I can't change what I am. Gaku also tried to convince me otherwise that I can do certain things, but I can't. I'm incapable.
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