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He Xuan (θ΄ΊηŽ„) ([personal profile] esurientabyss) wrote in [community profile] crescentview2023-01-01 07:31 pm

Opening my eyes again in casted darkness... (January Catch-all)

🌊Who: He Xuan, and anyone else.
🌊What: Things happening; they're self-explanatory.
🌊When: January.
🌊Where: Varies.
🌊Warnings: Kidnapping, mentions of suicide & forced induction into harems; involvement of violence/murder. Anything else that may occur will be added or adequately warned for in the thread. TGCF spoilers, but since this already deals with memories, that's a requirement, really.



i. gravitation

[ No matter where He Xuan finds himself, whereas it's on the beach or somewhere else, there seems to be some kind of nonsense afoot. Some...feline nonsense at that.

They're all congregating rudely around him and he is essentially helpless to their attacks (cuddles and piling around his feet.)

He practically glares at anyone who catches him in the midst of this. ]


What?

ii. displacement

[ Ghost kings do not get sick, not really. But it doesn't mean that coughing or sneezing is an impossibility for him.

It just so happens he had grabbed something spicy from a restaurant and for some reason found himself sneezing due to some kind of pepper and now he's in the middle of a lake. Soon enough, he's grumbling, extricating himself from the water. What a waste of food. ]


iii. uncharted waters

[ In addition to those, anyone is free to encounter someone who seems to, for all intents and purposes appear to look like He Xuan, and is essence definitely still him. Yet, his appearance clearly differs in subtle ways. His skin isn't so pale, and his ears are not so sharp and he appears a little lost. Feel free to run into him like this, though he will be scrutinizing most people, and there appears to be a sword at his hip, which his hand is hovering on the hilt of. ]

iv. wildcard

[ Self-explanatory...! Open to things that are also not necessarily the above. ]

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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-04 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Family. He doesn't have any in the sense that He Xuan means. But he doesn't have to stretch his imagination to know exactly what he'd do. He flexes his claws again at the memory, his whole expression distracted for a moment. ]

If they'd asked for revenge, I would've done it without a second thought. And not just for them. Because scum like that shouldn't be allowed to hurt anyone else.

[ And once they were all dead... without the promise he'd made to M-24, he would have been completely lost. All he'd known is how much they all wanted to live. Does He Xuan at least have that? ]

Then what? You're strong, aren't you? It shouldn't be hard for you. Aren't they already long dead? So I'm asking when you'll be satisfied.

[ Because this nightmare, He Xuan chopping down enemy after enemy with not even the slightest sign of a struggle, doesn't feel like satisfaction. It feels like being trapped in this moment with the blood still rising around them both. ]
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-05 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ That's... one of the less pleasant wakeups M-21's ever had. But of course he's going to go find He Xuan.

Even if he weren't looking for the man specifically, he'd likely be inclined to run off the memory of that dream with the fresh night air. But he's not exactly surprised to see another silhouette on the beach. ]


...Hey.
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-05 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ That response half-confirms M-21's own suspicion -- that it wasn't some random nightmare with He Xuan's face and places he doesn't know. As little sense as dreams make, he doubts he has that kind of imagination. ]

Had a crappy dream. I'm walking it off.

[ His forehead furrows a little as he looks at He Xuan. If they really saw the same things, it seems stupid to ask if he's okay. But he doesn't know where else to start. ]
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-05 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
Tch.

[ M-21 has no shortage of bravado. But he can't quite blow that off because honestly... so does he. For plenty of reasons. ]

How long have you been having those?

[ "How long has it been since it happened?"

M-21's not a very tactile person, and he's pretty sure He Xuan isn't either. But he steps a little closer and kind of nods towards a spot in the sand where they can sit down. He wants He Xuan to talk properly with him. ]
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-08 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ M-21 heaves a near-silent sigh and settles himself down beside He Xuan with a flop. The warmth of the sand doesn't linger this late, but the peace of a summer night and the steady sound of the waves settles over him anyway. He has no idea if it has the same effect on the man beside him. ]

Long time, then. [ Since He Xuan hasn't made any bones about how old he is. M-21 rests his chin on his knee and looks out at the water rather than staring over at He Xuan. Easier to talk like this, he's pretty sure. ] That's how it happened?
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-09 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ He Xuan really isn't the type to answer more than he's asked, ever. But M-21 isn't in the mood to feel properly sardonic about it. And after all, he's the same way himself. ]

Those weird watchers or whatever. Those were part of the nightmare.

[ That's what makes sense to him, anyway. And the distorted landscapes, all of that. Unless that's really like where He Xuan is from.

He glances sidelong at him again, quietly measuring. "Since I have been this way"... He can't picture what He Xuan was like before. Was he happy, once? He must have been. People naturally were, he thinks. ]


...You don't regret it. [ A guess, again. If it were him... he doesn't think he would. ] But you still dream about it.
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-10 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ M-21 glances over a little sharply, only half surprised. Maybe as much to hear He Xuan say it aloud as anything else. It makes a kind of sense, even if the immortals he knows aren't all that different from humans, when it comes down to it.

So the family He Xuan lost were human, too. ]


You're like me.

[ Maybe in a tiny way. But just like with Ellis, that spark of recognition kindles a sense of kinship in him. ]

What changed you? Was it that "Reverend of Empty Words"?
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-11 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
That we used to be human. And that we lost family. ...That they were taken from us.

[ His when he was no longer human, and He Xuan before he lost his humanity. Maybe it's not so alike. But M-21 thinks he can understand a little.

His brow furrows as he follows that explanation. He'd been expecting a transformation more like his own, or like an experiment turning a human infected. Not that He Xuan had been β€” what the hell can he call it other than haunted? ]


So everything that happened... was because someone sent a monster after you?
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-11 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ M-21 takes a quiet moment to just picture that. What it would mean to be shadowed by something like that, watch it take everyone close to him away. Like his own fears about the Union tracking him, multiplied tenfold. If the people around him really couldn't protect themselves from that...

He shifts just a little, enough to lean his shoulder briefly against He Xuan's. Neither of them are exactly touchy people, and the summer night is warm. Even so. ]


People. Gods. There's always plenty like that. They wouldn't care if it wasn't their problem. The people they step on to get what they want are just tools to them.

[ Maybe he should be more bothered about the decapitation thing, which he doesn't think is a figure of speech. But, honestly? It sounds deserved. ]

That reverend thing is gone. And the god, too. So now you're...

[ "Safe"? He kind of doubts that was something He Xuan had worried about in a long time. It explains a lot about the way he is, honestly. ]
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[personal profile] feralheart 2023-01-13 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ M-21 pushes himself to his feet and shakes himself off. Hearing a little more about He Xuan's past put the nightmare in context, at least. Whether it actually settled him down any...

He looks at the way He Xuan holds himself, unreadable as usual. If he's tired from all that, it's still impossible to tell. But M-21 isn't someone who likes being prodded when he's feeling vulnerable either. So he just gives He Xuan a nod, though he calls after him: ]


Hey. If you can't sleep, come by whenever. I got some good food recently. I'll make it for you.

[ He Xuan can stop in on his own terms or not, whenever. If he wants to save face doing so, M-21's instant ramen stash is a sacrifice he'll make for a friend. ]