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🔥 ᴀᴍʙᴇʀ! ([personal profile] outride) wrote in [community profile] crescentview2023-01-03 05:56 pm

( summer catch-all! )

🍓 WHO: Amber & you!
🍓 WHAT: Open prompts & Catch-all
🍓 WHEN: Summer
🍓 WHERE: All over!
🍓 WARNINGS: Might get smutty! Will add warnings as they pop up.

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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-09 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Having fun getting to know him? Wouldn't that be nice if it were true. He doesn't have an immediate reason to leave, though, fuck. That is drastically misaligned with any attempts at calling her bluff. He's not a fun person to get to know, Amber, he had a 500 word internal monologue over trying to decide if he should lie about his favorite coffee roast.]

I don't suppose I've anything terribly pressing to attend to. [Also he talks like that.]
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-11 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
[Sorry for your poor taste, Amber—]

[He settles nearby, posture stiff but in an obvious (failed) attempt to look laid back, and looks sidelong at her as she speaks. It’s not until she lowers her voice, clearly referencing the smut squares on their bingo cards that he really reacts— a sharp, bark-like sound of laughter erupts from him so suddenly even he seems surprised.]

[He fishes out his bingo card and hands it to her— he’s had little slips of paper over the smut squares, and multiple hand-written “copies” of it to offer to most people, but she gets the one that shows everything. There are also small notations in the bottom left-hand corner of the ones he’s done, dates and sometimes names.]
They’re absolute horseshit, but they’re effective and I’ve got no other means of having a livable house for free, so I suppose they could be worse. There’s nothing to be shy about with the squares suggesting strange sexual acts, either— it’s merely transactional. [For as much as he would truly like to fuck with feelings at some point, he knows better.]
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-11 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
[There’s only one smut square with a date— Obedience, and the date is in shorthand with the letter “K” beside it that he will probably not explain to her for some time, given she knows Kaeya.]

[Despite the fact that he doesn’t like divulging actual personal details about himself unless he’s traumadumping in a public bath, but you know, details, he shrugs one shoulder and reaches out to tap the claimed square.]
In a sense of the word, I guess it is just casual sex with a stranger, but if you want to look at it that way, it also means there are no strings attached to it. No concerns about who in your life or theirs is going to be disrupted, you both are displaced, you both have a living space to occupy that started out frankly unlivable. It may not be the most… comfortable of means to an end, but… [Both his shoulders hunch upward gently, and he leans his weight away from her so he’s encroaching less on her personal bubble.] I’ve done less enjoyable things for worse reasons.
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i hate goro akechi

[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-11 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Content is not a word you can ever really apply to Goro Akechi, and it wasn't as if he met Kaeya and was fucking him the same day, but... Well, he still knows very little about the man except that he likes to drink, likes to encourage others to drink, and pile drives like--]

[--not a necessary detail, actually.]

[Her repeated specification to not make him uncomfortable... Oddly, makes him squirm a little. He'd rather she just get out with her thoughts and potential actions than go so out of her way to be considerate of him, but that's a whole separate can of worms he doesn't exactly plan on opening upon first meeting.]
I'm not sure I'm following your conversational trajectory, Amber. You bring up the oddity in having sexual relations with strangers, but then suggest you'd like to practice intimacy as if you're insinuating I should participate in practice.

[Quickly, he raises a hand with his palm splayed toward her to stop her before she can correct him or get flustered.] --now, presumptuous as that may be, I want to raise a few points for you to consider. Firstly, you're far more concerned with my comfort levels and should be considering your own, and secondly, I've already made mention I find these acts transactional. If it's of interest to you to practice and I am within your scope of persons to practice with, it's in my best interests to oblige given the rewards reaped of participation in the Goddess's little games.
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
[So sharp, in fact, he doubles back around to dull quite frequently. He settles back onto one hand comfortably to watch her sidelong as she explains, trying to not look too smug at calling her out. In truth, he's a bit embarrassed by the conversational subject matter himself, having only really delved into this whole "casual sexuality" thing very recently and once, but he is little if not a good actor.]

[He hums, nodding, and affords her a gentle laugh when she starts playing with her hair awkwardly. It strangely isn't a mean-spirited sound.]


Quite all right, truly. I'm still rather new to the practice myself, it's absolutely a somewhat embarrassing topic, when considered socially. Though I do have to ask..., Why is it embarrassing? Sex is a fact of life, for those who are... ah, I believe the term is allosexual, when one identifies anywhere outside of the asexual spectrum, but I'm not an expert. [Just a fucking Redditor.] I mean that rhetorically, regardless, it's more of food for thought than something I actually need answered, especially in this exact moment.

[He sits forward and places his hands palm-flat on the ground between his thighs, stretching his shoulders and spine upward a bit like a cat.] But I digress. I don't suppose being intimate with strangers is much different than being intimate with a partner, except that in the case of the latter you know the person, generally relatively intimately, already. With that in mind, I would suggest it's... perhaps thrilling? It's new, and at least a bit exciting, though I believe intimacy is meant to be exciting.
Edited 2023-01-16 08:59 (UTC)
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 11:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Her immediate praise startles him, because it seems so genuine, and he fixes her with a startled expression until pink slowly starts to creep across his cheeks and he clears his throat, looking the other direction in hopes of avoiding her gaze. He fidgets with his gloves, pulling them tighter against his fingers and then stretching them until the leather creaks, releasing the wrist, and starting over.]

[Luckily enough, by the time she's done airing her own thoughts, he's settled from the embarrassment and turns to look sidelong at her again. He's still fussing a bit with his gloves.]


If it helps at all, I was in a similar situation prior to my arrival here. I'm very new to the whole "intimacy with strangers", but it's working out all right for my purposes. Operating under the assumption you adhere to the Goddess's wishes and get married-- which I'm sure you will, being an attractive, smart young woman with good energy --it's all temporary anyway, right? [He means the comment of her being attractive largely objectively-- she is pretty, after all, and he figures most people here are open enough to the concept of getting married for departure to their home worlds that it's an easy enough statement to make.] It's not as if there's any harm, playing into the temporary whimsy of it. [Except when there is, but-- Well. The strange, faraway quality to his tone and his expression might give away that he doesn't believe what he's just said.]
Edited 2023-01-16 11:14 (UTC)
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
[They're opposites, in that-- he's so used to hearing people call him cute and variants of it he could puke, but it's different, coming from Amber. She's not some high school brat on social media squealing with her friends about how handsome the Detective Prince is, she's... Well, she has no idea who he is, for one, but she's still designating him as smart, and good looking.]

[It makes pink dust across his cheeks again to think about and he doesn't have a workable excuse to look away this time, so he just stares at the ground between them and unfortunately lets his embarrassment be displayed.]
Ah, well... um. Thank you. [He's back to fidgeting with his gloves. What the fuck, she's so... earnest, and sweet? This has to be illegal.]

[He clears his throat, and startles when she speaks again, dumbfounded.]
Oh. I-- yes, that... [Why is this so hard. Why is it hard to actually properly have conversations with people? He's going to crawl into the ground and die.] We're alike, in that regard.
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[She's pretty damn cute herself, and he chuckles at her giggling and the specifications of her thanks. He's inhaled to reply when she goes on to say she can't wait to get to know him better, and something ugly and dark catches behind his ribs.]

[Temporary, he'd said. It was all temporary.]

[Remembering abruptly who he is, and what he's done, he realizes no one like Amber would ever actually involve themselves with him if he wasn't pretending. She says she wants to get to know him, but she doesn't-- not really. He can't blame her, she doesn't know. His smile gets strange, and he looks back to the ground between them.]
I'm glad to have helped you feel more relaxed. [He shifts, gets to his knees, then his feet.] But I suppose we ought best go our separate ways, for now?

[Despite himself, he offers her a hand.]
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[Similarly, she's startlingly small despite her personality and energy. He'd meant it, when he said she was attractive and had good energy-- that he almost towered over her was a surprise, and it shows briefly on his face. He forgets to let go of her hand, but smiles again when she chirps her reply.]

I've some more farming things to attempt to deduce, though I'm admittedly quite awful at them. [He can't break out of the habit of trying to appear approachable, even now.]
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[He could have guessed she was athletic from her frame and how she carried herself, but it still drops like a little stone in his stomach. Her hand is so warm, he doesn't want to let go, but now that he's noticed he still has it he splays his fingers so she can recoil.]

Ah, athletic, are you? I'm particularly fond of rock climbing and cycling, myself.
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[He keeps waiting for her to take her hand back. It's still so warm. Why the fuck hasn't he left yet?]

Should I come upon a cycle, I'll let you know. [He is routinely awful at Shutting The Fuck Up, but this is new. This is new in a way he doesn't know if he likes.] Do you...? [He taps his hand upward against hers, like he's making sure she realizes she can move it.]
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Head empty, no thoughts. Fuck, he's endeared. Shaking his head, he waves his now-freed hand.]

Mmn, nothing. [He reaches into the pocket of his shirt and pulls out his pamphlet from arrival, flipping to his own page in the directory.] This is me, though I've no idea how to give directions given there are no street names or anything here.
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[personal profile] forfeited 2023-01-16 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[He peers over her at the entry, humming in thought before he leans back on his heels, smiling briefly. His brain's gotten too fucking loud for him to actually contribute to continued time spent around her, so he just nods, and pivots, raising a hand to wave and walking off.]

[It was nice to think about, having someone like her in his life, but it would never last. Got some news for you, Kech.]